It’s not working. I’ve already failed. Even though I felt such determination yesterday, and a real zest for what I wanted to do, it has all come to nothing. One good day of feeling positive and motivated has been followed by another day of triggers and allowing triggers to get the better of me.
I don’t think I will ever be able to do this. I remember listening to a podcast about not being broken. Well, I am broken.
Feel free never to read my blog again. Because this story isn’t good, or inspirational, it’s just useless.