I’m feeling much better this evening, calm and quiet. My husband isn’t well, so I’ve been looking after him, and he is surprised by how patient I’m being, as I can be scornful of illness.
I wish I hadn’t drunk yesterday – it broke the small amount of momentum I had – but I’m getting straight back up. Over the past few days, a few people I’d met in meetings texted me, and I’ve arranged to meet one lady as soon as my kids go back to school. I’m also going to go to as many meetings as I can.
I want to beat this addiction.
I really need the blog at the moment. Despite trying to make some real life sober connections, I do feel alone.