It’s Friday, and I’m on Day 5 but I’m having a major wobble. It began last night when my husband expressed surprise when I said I wouldn’t be drinking this weekend. He said he thought I’d meant that I wouldn’t drink in the week. It’s probably my fault for not being clearer (although I had thought I was clear). But of course it made me see a chink in my plan – I slept badly, thinking of ways out, and then looking at how glad I am that I haven’t drunk this week.
So, with the wobble in full swing, I texted my husband this morning and said, ‘Shall we drink this weekend, then?’ and his reply was ‘That would be the dream!’
It’s a mess. I’m so unclear in my own head. And I don’t want to undo my good week.