Yes, my friends, day 10 over here in the land of many day 1s. I am so pleased! Thank you again for all your lifesaving comments last night, and for your support over the past week. It’s a long road, but I’m plodding along it.
I went back to work today, and the old drinking memories came flooding in. It’s not a drinking environment – far from it – but the pressures of work, and the feeling of needing downtime and rewards at the end of the day, are triggers which I need to work through. I have worked out which meetings I can get to this week, and I WILL GO. Complacency is the enemy, and the feeling that I’m setting myself a big task which I won’t be able to sustain.
Physically, I feel ok. Not that zippy, and not a pink cloud in sight, just quiet really.