We have friends staying with us for New Year’s Eve. Everyone drinks a lot, but I would like to start my sobriety today rather than wait for tomorrow. I am so utterly fed up with drinking – I find I don’t even like it anymore. It feels so futile and stupid. I guess I can’t really remember the last time I actually enjoyed it.
As the evening draws near, I am going to take the time to prepare nice food, and chat to our friends, and try and find some peace in this day.
I am feeling so drained.