I start today. I can’t forget the whole of my blog, the many days that have gone before. I thought about starting a brand new blog, being a different person…but my path is my path, and I need to look back in order to look forwards.
My sober attempts, my sober failures, it all feels a bit of a mess.
I do listen to you all. I know it doesn’t look that way! Meetings, counselling, the recovery centre…they need to be back in place. I am not going to go to rehab, so I need to have other plans, and they start today.
I have got up early this Sunday, before the rest of the family. I am quietly sitting here, writing, with just the dog for company.
No drinking today, and I will do whatever it takes to achieve that.