Round and round I go, always trying to find another way out; but I know that I need to be back here, and that I need to be alcohol free.
I have been very busy at work, fine during the day and functioning well, but drinking at night: appearing to hold the whole thing together, but feeling dizzy and odd. I wake in the night and know that my hold is illusory.
Since I went back to work, my drinking has definitely escalated.
I am worried that one day I won’t find my way back here.
So I am trying again. From today, I will not drink.